life

Drawers, boxes, closets…

Are you compartmentalizing your life or are you living out the bigger picture? Do you have one box for “X” area of your life, a drawer for “Y” and maybe a closet for “Z”? Do any of these areas interact with the others or do they all have their own identity or life unto themselves?

I found myself doing this. I would have one area for mommy things, then I had another for work things, then I had yet another for personal things. And I felt like one of those performers who was trying to keep all the plate spinning at the same time and not let them all come crashing down around me.

Then I found myself just living the everyday, ordinary life that I had become accustomed to. Somewhat of a rut, a boring routine, not really going anywhere. I wasn’t doing what I was really passionate about, and I was struggling with that. It wasn’t until someone else challenged me that I was finally able to come up with the answer that no, in some areas, I’m not doing what I truly love or feel that I am “called” to do. So I re-evaluated what was occupying me, my time, and my focus and made some changes.

Now, I am in the middle of three, maybe four, different projects. Some big, some small. They all will have an impact, on what scale, I don’t know yet. And I am passionate about each one. I also see the potential in those closest to me, and I want to help them realize their dreams and goals too in whatever way I can. Which opens up a bunch of other projects and the opportunity to spread myself too thin. But that’s another post.

So now I am challenging you. If you are ready, then go think. No, really think. Ponder, mull over, reflect on, formulate an opinion, on what are you doing and what do you want to be doing? Or do you need to take a new direction in life and finally do what it is that you really want to do. Feel free to comment or e-mail me if you want to share. If not, that’s okay too. I just hope I have given you something to think about today.

Who would you invite?

I saw a “top ten” list on the Dirty Jobs website and it gave me the idea for this. If you could invite ten people, living or dead, to a dinner party; who would you invite?

I’ll start with my top ten, then you comment and let me know who yours would be.

In no particular order:

1. Henri Matise
2. Ronald Regan
3. Johnny Depp
4. Jesus
5. Abraham Lincoln
6. Art Buchwald
7. Theodor Geisel (Dr. Seuss)
8. Brother Yun (Read the book “The Heavenly Man”)
9. Warren Buffet
10. Opa (my mothers dad)

Okay, your turn.

Authenticity

Are you being authentic? Are you being real? It is my hope that through this blog, the writing I do touches you in some way, and that you realize this is the real me. This is who I am. Not perfect (I never claim to be), not a best selling author (maybe someday?), sometimes not a good mother or person (hopefully these days are few and far between – but they do happen), but that I am being who I am called to be. It is on my heart to write and to share what I’ve learned about life – the good, the bad and even the ugly. And through all that I am trying to be authentic.

I looked up the definition of authentic and here is what I found:
Genuine, not false or copied, being trustworthy, original, the real thing, and real not fake. (Gee almost makes me feel like a bottle of Coke.)

So I hope through my writing I can convey things that are real, sometimes silly and not always serious, because that would just be emotional overload. And if it impacts you, let me know. Comments are always welcome.

**Edited** I had to add a link to this specific blog:
http://babybloomr.com/?p=282
She writes some amazing things. Some of it you may agree with, some of it you may not. But it is a great example of someone else who is being authentic.